When I pay attention to the songs that you post, I can even felt your grief, sadness. Maybe just because those songs or my oversensitive came from all the tough moment that I went through. Sometimes I have no idea that is it good or not to sense those people real feeling in their heart, the deeply one. I can feel it sometime just a short conversation, a sentence, a word or even just look at their eyes. But the truth is I realize that I can't do anything but only some verbally support even though most of the time I hope that I can at least give you guys a hug or an eye contact just to tell you that I know that exactly the hard the pain the hurt that you are going through.
Keep holding on. I'm not sure that the God do exist or not, but I pray for all of you guys.